Work is over. Europe was amazing. The summer is drawing to a close. Hmm... school will be starting again and things will slip back into the old routine. It's weird how all my life I've sort of looked forward to that. I've always been excited to return to the place where so many of my friends are all together, where I can see them everyday. Not this year. I'm not sure I'm ready to let summer go.

Xanga is dying.

Heading out to Pine Grove Tuesday night. I won't be home more than a night until July 13th. BUT on June 26th, there's a concert up in Reading that I'll be performing in with the AMA (a music group that is taking me to Europe for a few weeks). Anyone interested should let me know. Meine Mutter can drive up to 6 people out there, we get to have dinner together, you get to hear the fun fun music I'll be playing, and most importantly, you get to see me for one time in about 5 weeks. Awesome.

I think you guys should really come. It would make my day.

Today we are going to Pittsburgh. This means, that I will have Monday and Tuesday afternoon for hanging out with people before I leave. Anyone free?

Theresa left. My birthday came and went. I got my permit.

I've been hurt, confused, kissed, hugged, and lied to since my last post.

I have realized one very important thing that changes everything I've ever lived through, ever believed, ever loved... All I have ever been to anyone is a consolation prize.

I have a German exchange student for a few weeks. She rocks. You're jealous. Total, there are 18 German students and 2 teachers walking around our school until April 21. I'll be sad that day because they leave for New York and they don't come back. But until then, you're jealous because Theresa rocks and I get to hang out with her and all her German friends. Oh bam.

Last night we were hanging out at Drew's (Uhler) for a while with a bunch of them. Then we went to the play. It was awesome. Good job cast, crew, and pit. Especailly pit

It was snowing really big flakes a bit ago. It was awesome looking. But now its a snowy rainy combination which sucks because it means all the snow that sticks will melt from the rain really soon, but all the roads will be really icy. Damn. If the roads don't suck too bad, I'll be going to a concert tonight with some cool kids. Again, you're jealous, unless you are one of those cool kids. La la la. I love my friends

So I'm not pretty. Get the fuck over it, you bastard.  I'm still a good person.